Well The Visit Is Over….

I had very mixed emotions last night as I had to say goodbye. It’s tough for me to have to leave with her still in the hospital. My Mom has always been a strong woman, spiritually, emotionally and physically… “good Irish stock” as she’d say.

Having to leave now, with her still so vulnerable simply goes against my grain. I don’t have much choice though. I’ve got to get back to the job, they’ve been understanding but the list of “todo’s” has been piling up all week, despite my efforts from the hotel room each night. There are just some things that work much better when I’m on-site, than when I’m not. Regardless, I still found myself overwhelmed with emotion, and fighting back tears as we said goodbye.

I know I should just be happy she’s doing so well, and that I was able to be here with her during this, but, I can’t help wishing I could just stay until she goes home. I know a return trip is in the cards for the near future.

This event has also re-doubled my resolve to build a client base I can service from anywhere in the world that has broadband access. I may not know ‘how’ I’m going to do that yet, but I definitely have the ‘what’ down pat!

As I’m closing this up, I want you all to know that I don’t discount anything. Prayers, thoughts, well wishes… I’m of the belief they’re all ‘heard’… and I know Mom would feel the same way. I’ve always admired the peace she found in her faith, you can literally see it in her face when she’s in church, or receiving a blessing from the priest in the hospital.

We’re about to hit the highway so I need to wrap this up. As I do, all of you are on my mind. I hope this finds you all well and thinking about your family. I may not always get along, or agree with, my family. I am however always thankful for them, especially at times like this as, for the most part, they put aside everything else and rally around the one in need.

Thanks again for your support, encouragement, thoughts, prayers and well wishes!!!